2009年06月06日
今天聚会。说是为了泡网十周年，但这种虚拟的年纪，终究像一个空壳子。现在，和这个壳唯一的物理连接也被切断了，让我有着十分百分的空虚感。
江海客说，今天是他们公司成立九年，诺曼底登陆六十五年。那肯定不是虚幻的想像，我曾经在诺曼底的海边，抚摸硝烟的痕迹。一切终究过去，我能看到地上林立的层层墓地，但看不到地下的曾经年轻而新鲜的铮铮白骨。代替它们的，只是一个个轻飘飘的名字，和曾经虚妄而无谓的青春。即使没有D-Day，他们中的人，大多数也都不在了。那些逼真的炮火，给我们留下了什么呢？只是今天这一道轻柔的触摸。
朋友开了蛋糕店，说很好吃。我订了三个，请他们送。林先生问我，是不是过生日用？我想了想，就算是吧。于是送来的蛋糕上，还有一个生日快乐的插片。吃过蛋糕，插片也没有用到，我还在犹豫要不要留起来的时候，它已经被垃圾袋收走。
一波卷起一波，一浪翻过一浪，生活本来就普普通通，平平常常。一些片段被碾碎，被重构，在想像中存活，被怀旧的人收集。
我自称重过程轻结果，但这只是一个无知的慰藉。
在这旷野的背后，发现的只有堕落。只有空虚。
挺有才，还会占坑了。
D-day: in those old days, someone deleted everything they disliked, as if these things did not exist at all, we call those old days D-day. For example, The ancient Greeks were familiar with irrational numbers but they didn't like them very much. According to legend (but not reliable history), it was Pythagoras's disciple Hippasus who in the sixth century BCE determined that the square root of 2 is irrational. The legend continues to report that this finding was so disturbing to these logical and rational Greeks that Pythagoras and his followers tried to suppress it by tossing Hippasus into the Mediterranean Sea. They would certainly have preferred that irrational numbers didn't exist. This was a D-day among Greeks. Another ancient D-day was 焚书坑儒, of course. In sixty-five years ago, some people at a sea shore of Erope began to delete other people who deleted jews. This was a modern D-day. Hope this story makes you feel better.